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Oh, your hopes are up? Too bad.

You know that feeling when you really want something and you think about it all day and then it changes and plans change and you're left with a feeling of despair and most people think it's because of their not good enough and self-evaluate because humans are known for ditching others.

It sucks literally one of the worst feelings in my opinion especially when someone does ditch your plans, I understand that things come up but when you know that that's not the case.
Humans are messed up, we are definitely a screwed up race. We screw each other over constantly and were left to pick up the emotional pieces of others.

I believe anymore there is 10 % of people left on the planet that actually give a damn about others those that are mature enough to work through problems and give the deserving a second chance. We are greedy not only with money but with objects whether lust or unnecessary crap that leaves us feeling happy but only for a brief moment. I'm sorry if I offended anyone but money is not the target for happiness, in fact, it's the opposite.

Imagine how happy you felt after the last time you laughed, not the little snicker or fake laugh that you use to impress your boss but the unadulterated humorous, gut-wrenching, crying laughter. The kind that brings a genuine smile to your face. I know that does not happen a lot in the adult world because we are so consumed by stress and the fast paced world around us that we don't think that we have time but time is just an object and we need to stop and smell the roses once every so often to stay happy.

Next time you make plans and they're blown off,  brush it off  because life is too short to stress and worry about the people that give a shit and those who are two-faced.

Thanks,
-Maddie

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