The unexpected, expected thing out of them all.

I know the title might not make sense to you guys but to me, it speaks a thousand words. Let's just say that I have been preoccupied with the unexpected and at the same time trying to break away and allow myself a breather.

Of course, I've mentioned before that life can obviously be unexpected and mainly at the worst times ever, but we strive somehow, someway we get over the hump and come out ahead.

But what if the unexpected events are the ones that deep down we actually expected to happen? I know that I can't be the only one who has sat down and thought about the outcome of events and how they might go from bad to worse. You think of the worst possibilities and then try to reassure yourself that it could never happen but sometimes your right! the gruesome scenario that you've created has become real and the unexpected part is that you can't believe that it happened.

That is really what I'm trying to say here, that the unexpected events are the ones that are expected to happen in worst case scenarios but are unexpected when true because in some twisted sense of denial we refuse to believe that it's true.

We humans though have that nifty little instinct called resilience that causes us to take what's thrown our way and either throw it back or stick through and ride it to the end. In my case since I don't believe in throwing the unexpected back i'm riding it out through the end, through hell or high water.

Does any of what I have said make sense, not pertaining to my situation because it is an unexpected shock and not a horror story for the ages but think to instances in your own lives where this has taken place and again I implore you to think about it.

P.S) You readers, remember I told you I'm pregnant well we found out were expecting double the trouble. The unexpected way..

Thanks guys :)
Madye

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