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When You Don't Know What To Say.

Aw, did I catch you off guard? That was the point. We all go through it, your mind goes blank and you can't think. Half the time you find yourself standing there muttering like a fool. No, it doesn't only happen in front of a crush. If you weren't paying attention you better just bite your tongue or start speaking jibberish, you'll still look like a fool but not as big of a fool than if you try to speak like you know what's being said. When you don't know what to say, don't say anything at all. That policy is tried and true. Nod your head and think "Oh shit, maybe I should have listened to better" Bingo! When you don't know what to say its because you haven't listened. Learn how to listen? Listening is the best form of communication but how do you tell an ADD child to listen? You can't so it's expected out of "Normal" adults, pshh. No who said anyone was normal, half the time. Okay over half the time when we are quiet w...

The Drug In You.

Is it true what they say that we all have a hidden drug inside us all? No I don't mean it in the literal sense I mean the inner euphoria, the things that make us truly happy. The peak of happiness that leaves us in a state of Awe. I was recently asked if I was Happy with my life, I honestly wasn't sure how to reply. How could I? My life is in a state of chronic movement that the only time I'm happy is when I can sit in silence. My morning coffee is never the same as I'm frantically scrambing to get things going for the day. I'm not going to say that I'm not happy with my life because I'm getting there and I'm not saying that in any sort of bad way but im at that awkward age and stage in my life where I've started backwards and am now having to fight harder to figure things out. After Highschool I had my first son, age of 18, the raw peak age of adulthood and I didnt get to do the things my peers were. I put college on hold. Now Three years have pa...