Life in a NutShell.

You are the stolen breath from my lips, the sound that peace would make if it could talk. You see the beauty In all situations. You twist the world to the reality that it really is. You are the greatest adventure through the calmest storm. You are the hail and I am the wind. We clash, we fight, you are strong and I am weak. You are the shelter and I am the big bad wolf. You change me, you make me see the shadow, the one that lurks heavy on my shoulders. You shake me awake, back to the reality that you've shaped. I'm nestled in you, drowning in your being. Entwined in the love that you embody. You wrap your strength around me and I'm safe, comforted by you, embraced by all that you are. Breathless to fight the way that you have taken me over. I am in love with you. Your spirit fires me, you show night day and the day night. You are the stars and the moon. You are the love and I am the lust. I crave your being, your touch, your scent. The perfect childlike innocence that you ...

It's an interesting thing to say, that we can fight demons that aren't ours. We always have some form of battle to win. Even at the end of it all the concept still stays the same . We encounter, we fight, we either win, or we succumb to the evil. How can we fight a battle that isn't ours to begin with, are we any help? Assuming the position of lieutenant in a inner battle that effects someone we love. As humans we strive to help, we want those around us to be happy and worry free. Sadly, that does not happen in the way we would like. So we watch. We sit and watch the war wage on and suffer in silence from the empathy, pity and grief that we feel for them. We reflect on the damage that events have caused. We contemplate the overwhelming influence that a demon has had in stirring our own lives. It's a scary concept to think about. That the pain that has been caused is not the person we knew. That an outside influence has taken over, shaken and corrupted this person for ...

Who are we kidding? Overly emotional. That's just a phrase that is used to describe someone who is going through a rough time. A lot of the time that phrase is pointed ( Yes, and I mean pointing fingers) at us women. Why? Is it because we are fragile? We are weaker? More emotional? I want to call complete bull shit on that. Yes, women are flooded with hormones which in turns causes an influx to our emotional systems. To say that we are overly emotional because our bodies go through this process naturally! That's right, Yes, it is a natural thing for a woman to have emotional cases. As women we are nurtures, caregivers and awesome lovers. Counting the times that I was called overly emotional, or over dramatic about something that went against my belief system as a mom, and an individual is impossible. Many woman ( Yeah, over half of us, way over half) suffer from depression, anxiety, self consciousness and many of us lack the self respect for ourselves. Is it even possible to c...

       Does the perfect companion exist? Is there such thing as perfection? Of course the answer to that perfection is no, nothing is perfect nor will it ever be! The perfect companion though, your perfect companion. They are out there, *Gasp* "How dare she still believe in that kind of fairy tale!" You bet your butt I do. Why wouldn't I? I'm too old?, because life has thrown more painful experiences at me then I can count. So? It's about never letting go of your beliefs even the ones that turn heads because to me, love still, and will always conquer all. If there was no love in world we might as well be sad zombies, stalking around poking each other into negativity. Think about it! Is that any way to live?       No. Not in my life. If that is your life, then this post might not be for you. When we are younger, we always dream of how our lives will be when we are adults, we started to imagine the life we wanted to build. That include...

I know what you guys are thinking! oh no she's not actually doing it. Shocker, Yes, I'm writing about being a mom. To even it out a stay at home parent. Haha. Did I catch you there, this isn't just to you females that don't break even for that 24/7 job that pays zero. I have to give attention where attention is due because a stay at home Dad?.. Yeah, that a thing too. Props to you daddies that do it! Alot of the time, well lets face it ALL of the time stay at home parents are underestimated and taken for granted because Hello, What do they do all day? Do you really want to know? The list is comprised of over 5,000 things. Oh yes, not an exaggeration either. There are the chores of the house, the dealings with the child/children. We all know how demanding they are. You can't go two seconds without being sucked back to a child's needs. When they start to crawl even walk. The Race is on, the great escape more like it. Once they can walk, they will be running fro...